I have decided that although I say I'm different, and although I say I think differently than others, I am no different than the rest of this messed up society.
maybe this realization makes me different.
in other news, on sunday night, I had thoughts that I have never had before. thoughts that scared me, and prompted me to turn around and return to my house. Thoughts that shouldnt have occured, but they did.
I'm tired of feeling like an inadequate person.
I wanna feel like a real person.