Thursday, October 15, 2009

I'm not a real person.

I have decided that although I say I'm different, and although I say I think differently than others, I am no different than the rest of this messed up society.

maybe this realization makes me different.


in other news, on sunday night, I had thoughts that I have never had before. thoughts that scared me, and prompted me to turn around and return to my house. Thoughts that shouldnt have occured, but they did.

I'm tired of feeling like an inadequate person.

I wanna feel like a real person.

1 comment:

  1. I'm not sure if this will make you feel better. I'm not sure if it'll mean anything at all.

    But recently I've felt the same way, thought the same things. Honestly, it's eerie how accurate you wrote how I've felt.

    So we can hang in there together, if you want.