Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Drink the sky

my arm feels as though it is going to fall off.

tonight was a lot of fun, I havent played badminton in a long time. I really enjoyed myself. I also have a new someone on my mind quite a lot. I approve of the situation this time though. so thats good.

I hope I dont ruin everything.

here, I have a poem.

Stomache what you must, for in times of need
You may always look up. You can see what you want
To see in the clouds is a wonderful experience
You may drink up the sky for in all its wonder,
It is still all that we need.
We need hope
We may drink that in
We need love
We may drink that in
In the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
We may still look up and feel it.
So sit, and ponder
And in times of great need,
As we all wish we could,
Look up
And drink the sky.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

take care.

People that I care about:

the list is too long to write.

things that I care about:

... what do you think?

I just spent the night laughing with two of my best friends. I like that a lot.

In other news... toad face anderson and the rest of the guidance office hates me, and I passed my econ test out procedure. but just barely.

I'm gonna go play maddenuntil I fall asleep. goodnight :)

promasaurus rex is beginning to unearth itself. I'm not a fan.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

sometimes I dont know what to do.

At first I was angry.

Then I was sad.

Now I'm just ok.

I remember the days when I didnt have facebook. that was before I had friends.

This album cover makes me laugh a ridiculous amount.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Ive changed. kinda. I'm not sure.

My friends have changed.

Well, my friends havent changed, my friends dont change. Who my friends are have changed.

I miss you. And you too. You know who you are...

Tears roll down my face sometimes. I used to think its because I'm tired. Now I believe its because I'm alone most of the time.

My house is mine, and not my dads for the next month. you may join me here if you would like.

Some people, are just beautiful people. I hope you can realize what that means.

Were nothing without eachother.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Here I am

I'm sad

I dont know what I'm doing

I'm happy

And I still dont know what I'm doing.

I'm content.

Love is a journey, much like god. You can only find it through experience. you may have some knowledge, but you do not truly know it.

You should read "the music lesson" by victor wooten.

Friday, January 8, 2010

heres the dealio

So heres the thing. I need to stop talking about love. I dont even know what the hell I'm talking about half the time. I realized that tonight.

I am a jealous person sometimes. Its true.

I dislike rudeness. I dislike it with a passion.

I love hilarity. see, there I go with love again. dammit.

I do like that warm and fuzzy christmas feeling I get when I'm around certain people though.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010


I watched glee tonight. I really just cannot get enough of that show. I am a gleek.

In other news, I have concluded that I am ridiculous on so many levels. but, you know what? I dont give a rats patoot! I like my pep band, I like my star wars, I like my funny noises. I like my awkwardness. and if you dont like those things on me, then go suck something big and nasty. Because you're not my friend.

Also, I'm really excited about a ton of things.

OH! I almost forgot. I dont love her, I love her best friend.

also. Thanks for 500 days of summer. I know it was you :) and if it wasnt... then I'm confused.