I wish I could muster up the courage to say what I really want to say. Sometimes I feel like I can, but then I think about what could happen if the wrong answer were to spring forth. I cant have that.
I realize that I have basically completely forgotten about someone who has been on my mind constantly, until aobut 4 weeks ago. I'm not sure how I feel about that. Whatever, I guess they brought it on themselves, and are no worse off because of it.
I often wonder about whether or not I am a good person. I was reassured last night, but I still wonder. I wonder if the people who ive done bad things to think I'm a good person. I wonder if the people who have never talked to me in their life think I'm a good person.
I guess it doesnt really matter what they think, I should be listening to myself, rather than them.
I hope my wish comes true. I hope yours does too.
I leave you with a quote.
"A single event can awaken a stranger totally unknown to us. To be alive is to be slowly born." - antoine de saint exupery.
I must get back to class.