this is hard.

Its hard to realize what I did wrong. I'm really not sure. maybe tomorrow will tell.

I really lke couchsurfing. and if you are worried about it, stop worrying about "what if" and try to embrace what is. I can assure you, things will be a lot easier for you.

I really like this person. evidently, they dont want to talk to me anymore. I dont really understand. I hope they accept my gift, because that would make me etremely sad if they didnt.

I am now going to sleep. let us hope that everything works in my favor. it usually doesnt, but I feel like times are changing.