I feel crushed. Not by a large block of wood or anything, because then I would definitely have better things to do than write a blog post about how I feel. especially since I haven't even looked at this blog in a while. In any case, I feel crushed. My spirit, my way of living, my thoughts, my brain, my body, my life, my everything. They are all crushed. Crushed into dust.
I can't wait to go home.
In other news, I'm still in love, and my life is still on the right track. as long as I can be transported from this life sucking place.