Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Ebbie

I will forget today. Today has had many things happen that I would like to forget.

I am not sad. It is not right to be sad. Granted, I'm not happy... but I cant allow myself to be sad.

Death is a celebration of life. I'm not willing to be sad, just because everyone else is. The dead dont want sadness. The dead want rejoicing.

And so, I will rejoice in the fact that I was fortunate enough to grow as a person from knowing you. I will rejoice in the fact that the world was a better place with you in it. I will rejoice in the fact that other people grew as people from knowing you. And I will rejoice in the fact that you are the epitome of love.

Thank you. and I love you.

Friday, September 25, 2009

the most beautiful

I love today.

I love her, but I also love you.

Its as if every part of my body freezes up.

I havent laughed as hard as I did tonight in a long time. I'm so glad I went, and I think I have found my new best friends. maybe something more?

I'm going to sleep soon.

I really miss you, and I want to talk with you.

goodnight.

Friday, September 18, 2009

I'm quite tired tonight.

I'm quite tired tonight, But I would rather not succumb to the power of sleep.


I dont even think megan fox is that attractive. But as I realized this week, I have a specific design that is in my brain, and it doesnt include her.
It more includes her... thats ana ivanovic, and shes the second most beautiful woman in the world. Shes one of the two people that I am truly and madly in love with on this earth.
I prefer reality. Just, sometimes reality hurts.
I'm going to sleep now, please dont die, or succumb to the succubus that is ann coulter. You wont survive.
Good night.